Skywatch- not as perfect as I want

Time flies. 

When the time I was before married, I was a happy and everything seems controllable under my own manage. I was happy to go traveling with friends. I just feel lonely and I should get a companion.

After married, I feel things not as expected as before. House chaos, taking care son, working, I feel tired and I do not have times for myself. I have not travel for almost 5 years! I am not sure and maybe due to I am not happy, this affects my health. Things are not getting better as per what I want. Sigh… 

I hope there is a magic hole which can bring me towards happiness.

---