I hope my son grows up faster so that I can have more freedom for myself.
Begin from today, I want to learn to be happy. I want to be honest to myself. I want to find out the answer.
Wish me good luck.
When the time I was before married, I was a happy and everything seems controllable under my own manage. I was happy to go traveling with friends. I just feel lonely and I should get a companion.
After married, I feel things not as expected as before. House chaos, taking care son, working, I feel tired and I do not have times for myself. I have not travel for almost 5 years! I am not sure and maybe due to I am not happy, this affects my health. Things are not getting better as per what I want. Sigh…
I hope there is a magic hole which can bring me towards happiness.
Nowadays we always have a lot of processed food. We hardly can get whole food and natural food. My friends around me, always have heavy taste and heavy cooking styles food such as curry, deep fried, spicy and etc.
Basic is the things that I am trying to practice in my daily life. I cook basic food for myself and my family. I am trying to put more types of vegetables with different types of color into my daily meals. I am trying to put less sugar, less salt and less oil to my meals.
Basic is the basic of life.
Not sure have you heard of people buying the future home first but they have not yet passed away. Some people buy the future home for their own use. Some people buy the future home for investment and they can resell to others and earn some money on it.
I am considering to buy the future home for myself and settle the will within these few years. I prefer to put myself inside the temple and can always listen to Buddha songs. I plan to get myself a simple and calm ceremony.
I want to get things settled before I am not here anymore. I feel safer to be like this.
My son has been going to school for 1 year. This green froggie bag has been accompany him all these while. In his school, only him having the green color bag. I hope this green froggie bag can always bring him happiness and healthy.
My husband recently has problem on his liver and I do feel worry on his situation. His body is having a lot of heat wave inside and his liver seems not good in detox the toxin out of body.
Maybe should go for a medical check up to see what happen. I understand going for a scanning is really scary.
Changing lifestyles to sleep earlier, no spicy and fried food, more vegetable juices, exercise more and less stress may help.
I hope the situation will get better and I hope he can change his lifestyles for the shake of me, his son and his mom. Pray hard for me…
I hope to have my own house. Not sure when this can be happened. I hope to stay with my son. I prefer small condominium. I feel more easy to maintain and clean. Big house is not my cup of tea. Small condominium with 3 rooms is prefect. One is my room, another one is my son room and another one can be multipurpose room. Maybe staying with my mom will help me to make this happen. 😒